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Reality vs Illusions and or Hallucinations

2011-01-26T06:04:00.000-04:00

July 24 2010 2:36 AM

Reality - Things are VERY real, the facts are there the proof is there etc. It don't go away.

Hallucinations and Illusions - Can be willed away.

These are definitions coming from personal experience. A few times as a child I had Hallucinations. I was just a very small child and it was VERY scary. But I have always experienced reality. I know bad things happen for real, I have experienced loss and I do not think someone who dies is going to come back. PERIOD.

When I did have hallucinations as a child I willed them away because before I "seen" them they were not there so in turn after they "appeared" I knew they were and could not possibly be real because I had just "seen" that they were not there...so I willed them away by either saying out loud and or to myself, it isn't real, it isn't there. Or screaming, It isn't real! And low and behold it vanished like magic. Illusions!

The mind (and a child's imagination) is a powerful thing, but you have to keep COMMON SENSE in mind and full attention to many thing so to not confuse the mind on what is real and what is not. So what we really see with our eyes is real. But do not get scared enough to confuse the mind for it can make you see the wrong things...

Now that I am me today, I believe perhaps they were reminders or memories or perhaps spirits trying to scare me..whatever the case might have been or might be now. It was when I was a small child...I was under the age of 7 when these happened...And that is my lesson for today!

Some Sombolic meanings internal referance found!

2011-01-26T05:58:00.003-04:00

April 13 2010 11:56 PM

Tiger- is passionate, honest and modest. Tiger like his animal sing is naturally forgiving, rarely holding grudges for long, it symbolizes eternal family values, rate highly friends support and care, are difficult to resist, for they are magnetic characters and their natural air of authority confers a certain prestige on them. They are tempestuous yet calm, warm-hearted yet fearsome, courageous in the face of danger yet yielding and soft in mysterious, unexpected places. They enjoy life full of challenges and unexpected events, like visiting unusual places finds a pleasure in unpredictable, and while other people would rather make a backward step, he/she is not afraid to explore new and unusual.
Tiger Facts Found here: http://www.gotohoroscope.com/chinese-zodiac-tiger.html Yeah...

Water Lily - Known as the ~Queen of the Water,~ it is found in shallow ponds, streams, and lakes. According to an Indian legend, the water lily was once a star. It fell from the sky on the water and changed into a flower.

The giant water lily is the Amazon, or Royal water lily ~Victoria amazonica~, found in the Amazon Valley. It has flowers with a circumference of more than 18 inches (45 centimeters) and flat leaves 2 to 6 feet in diameter. The upper surface of the leaves is bright green and the underside a vivid crimson. The leaves are firm enough to bear the weight of a child.

they bring joy to the hearts of all.The water lily belongs to the Nympha genus, derived from the same word as Nymph. The Greek word nymph, besides being used to describe the feminine spirits of water and trees,

Water Lily In the West equivalent to the Eastern symbol of the lotus, especially in the Greek and Latin Churches. It particularly signifies spiritual productions or manifestations, thus the Archangel Gabriel is sometimes represented as appearing before the Virgin Mary bearing a lily or a bunch of water lilies. "This spray typifying fire and water, or the idea of creation and generation, symbolizes precisely the same idea as the lotus in the hand of the Bodhisat who announces to Maha-Maya, Gautama's mother, the birth of the world's Saviour, Buddha
. Thus also, Osiris and Horus were represented by the Egyptians constantly in association with the lotus-flower . . ." (SD 1:379).
Lily facts found here: http://www.angelfire.com/journal2/flowers/w.html and here http://www.experiencefestival.com/water_lily

Raven - a creature of metamorphosis, and symbolises change/transformation. the Raven is considered a trickster because of its transforming/changing attributes.

Often honoured among medicine & holy men of tribes for its shape-shifting qualities, the Raven was called upon in ritual so that visions could be clarified. Native holy men understood that what the physical eye sees, is not necessarily the truth, and he would call upon the Raven for clarity in these matters.

Foremost, the Raven is the Native American bearer of magic, and a harbinger of messages from the cosmos. Messages that are beyond space and time are nestled in the midnight wings of the Raven and come to only those within the tribe who are worthy of the knowledge.

The Raven is also called upon in Native ritual for healing purposes. Specifically, the Raven is thought to provide long-distance healing.

The Raven is also a keeper of secrets, and can assist us in determining answers to our own “hidden” thoughts. Areas in our lives that we are unwilling to face, or secrets we keep that harm us – the Raven can help us expose the truth behind these (often distorted) secrets and wing us back to health and harmony.
Raven Facts Found here: http://www.symbolic-meanings.com/2007/11/15/symbolic-meaning-of-the-raven-in-native-american-indian-lore/

Moon - the moon takes her place in the balance as the counter part to the sun. More intriguing than gender, is the means by which the moon wields her force and influence. She is considered a luminary, but she produces no light of her own accord. She is reliant upon the sun’s light to reflect (mirror) her image to our earthly eyes.

This method of projecting light makes the moon a symbol of subtlety. Clarity, reflection, and indirect deduction are gained by passive means. Where the sun will boldly bear down its blaze upon a given philosophical subject – the moon softly enfolds our attention – illumining our psyche in a gossamer glow that is more open to esoteric impressions.

Some key words relating to symbolic moon facts include:

    * Receptivity
    * Femininity
    * Intuition
    * Illumination
    * Passivity
    * Psyche
    * Influence
    * Cycles
    * Time
    * Fertility
    * Transition
    * Emotion
    * Perception
    * Progression
    * Mystery
    * Wonder
    * Shadow
    * Balance
    * Renewal
Moon Facts found here : http://www.whats-your-sign.com/symbolic-moon-facts.html

Half and half

2011-01-26T05:57:00.001-04:00

January 10 2010 9:20 PM

There is a realm, a realm that only reveals itself when are half awake. I call it the realm of half and half. I call it this because, when we are slowly drifting to sleep; something happens. I am not, full sure of what happens; as of just yet! But it is very different, let me explain.

While I lay in bed, sometimes I just think and think. But than my mind wonders, somewhat on it's own will. At times I hear conversations and other times; just see things. But as of late, I have been hear only one. I worry. The connection feels deeper than any other at this time. I feel universal energies mingling and intertwining with my minds eye. We could say it is similar to what one would think is the all seeing eye. I feel they have some connection to me. They tell me of things one should not know. I do appreciate it, they make me feel special; in ways no one (or at least I think) else could possibly feel. I do not know them by name, but I do love how they make me feel.
They help me feel strong when life feels so small. They make me feel hard as steal and very very tall. But they know all my faults and my sins of my youth. Now they cursed me so I can tell nothing mostly but the truth. But lately I force myself to pretend and to lie, they say it is to save my life. I love them for trying to help me save myself. I only wish I could save others.
I worry about everything. My time expires soon.
Secrets in time, they help me now. On their own, that icons that were suppose to be myths. I see faces in everything and their messages run deep, as I walk out doors and as I fall fast to sleep.

This is new

2011-01-26T05:55:00.001-04:00

Msn spaces are being deleted so I am moving this here!

November 29 2009 12:23 AM

I share what is given to be shared, what is given is freely given and I will do my best to give what is given to me freely to you freely. This means the gifts we are all born with, this means nothing else but what intuition offers to us freely and to warn/rely the messages here so that others might find it and reply so that I know it is them who needs help on whatever I might post here to rely to whoever needs it.