Odd dreams, the voices of strangers (I think) and other odd things!

I've been having these strange dreams again! These types of dreams have always plagued my mind with confusion. The reason I say this is because, they leaving me wondering. Like why would I dream of helping people and saving peoples lives? Why do I dream of finding out people I know, but not personally know, are sick? I'm stuck always with questions like this.

Then there are the voices, they say the oddest things, it's always as if I am hearing one persons part of a conversation, yet I'm not there, nor the other person they are talking to! And I hate that it's always when I am trying to lay in bed and trying hard to fall a sleep! Can you imagine how hard it is to sleep when you hear a woman's voice say "I can't believe I did that!" and she had so much emotion within her words, AM I EMPATHIC? I ask because I feel their anguish and their pain within their words, it makes me sit up and say aloud "WTF?" well not wtf but you know what abbreviates!

And then there was that other time with an older lady or at least I think...it wasn't really heard it was rather seen. And they said "I want to kill your daughter" and another time it said "I will kill your daughter" ...Sooooo You can imagine I didn't sleep at all for a few nights after those different instances!

So over all this time I have been having some odd words tossed in my brain and some odd dreams played out within my brain...am I dying? Why are all these odd things happening to me? Please tell me I'm not the only one! People wonder why I'm single and don't want anyone right now, can you imagine sharing this with someone you are dating? I can't. :(

I've been a bit down, so I got out a few times and met with friends and we watch some music shows and we went home and our separate ways and I've been out a few times by myself, but really, it has been crazy.

That's it for now I guess, I wanted to post sooner but it's been a bit crazy...as you can tell. It's also been hard to get online.

Unknown

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Just something on the moments chimes...

Here is something very strange and odd I felt like typing up just out of the blue! Feeling quite rhyme-like and poetic and a bit Gothic as well. Hope you like it :-) I felt I had to post something :-)


"The witch, crows and the world who knows" By Unknown Sender April/30/2012


In walks the world with her new found place,
A simple little world with a queen like face,
All wrapped up for the cold and a sense of grace,
Pushing back old memories that give that sour taste,

Rivers flow like magic,
Winds blow like racket,
Sands uplifted from the static,
Sun shines through all the masses,

Scattered are the crows,
Almost summer yet still snows,
Up and down she goes,
Every winds a blows,

Fixed eyes towards the skies,
Every memory survives,
Learning as it flies,
The broom that she rides,

Crows that holler,
Unknown Callers,

Send negatives to the universe,
Thrown demons back deep into the Earth,
Queen she is their master,
Boss of ever after,

She screams, but from on within,
She Yells to them so whispery,
Her silence is so loud they can not help but hear,
Can not drown it out,
The sound that screams within,
"Do as you're told" She says...
"Or I'll send you back to them"...

The screams of hell are deafening,
You can't deny the truth,
Trust me you'd not like it there,
Twas visited in the youth,

Better choose the good side,
Cause Hell is not a good ride,
Hell is worse than life at it's worse,
I sure hope you heed these words!

Symbols

For about 3 or 4 years now, I have been studying symbols.

Since symbols just randomly show up in my life at different times, I started to take noticed and started researching. I'm not in a course or anything, this is personal learning and study

Reality vs Illusions and or Hallucinations

July 24 2010 2:36 AM

Reality - Things are VERY real, the facts are there the proof is there etc. It don't go away.

Hallucinations and Illusions - Can be willed away.

These are definitions coming from personal experience. A few times as a child I had Hallucinations. I was just a very small child and it was VERY scary.

Some Sombolic meanings internal reference found!

April 13 2010 11:56 PM

Tiger- is passionate, honest and modest. Tiger like his animal sing is naturally forgiving, rarely holding grudges for long, it symbolizes eternal family values, rate highly friends support and care, are difficult to resist, for they are magnetic characters and their natural air of authority confers a certain prestige on them.

Half and half

January 10 2010 9:20 PM

There is a realm, a realm that only reveals itself when are half awake. I call it the realm of half and half. I call it this because, when we are slowly drifting to sleep; something happens. I am not, full sure of what happens; as of just yet! But it is very different, let me explain.

This is new

Msn spaces are being deleted so I am moving this here!

November 29 2009 12:23 AM

I share what is given to be shared, what is given is freely given and I will do my best to give what is given to me freely to you freely. This means the gifts we are all born with, this means nothing else but what intuition offers to us freely and to warn/rely the messages here so that others might find it and reply so that I know it is them who needs help on whatever I might post here to rely to whoever needs it.